man…i hate this..

y’know..being in love with love? cause you need it..

it completes you doesn’t it?

The thing humans most desire..is another human?

I mean in a HUGE public University..it’s like impossible to not see a “cute” girl everywhere you go..

You chase.

You’re like, hey, i got nothing to loose, right?…if it doesn’t work..on to the next one..right..?

You chase her, you don’t know her last name, her favorite color, or where she is from…but

You chase.

You just want to be in love, because you’re curious. You want to feel what you can’t because, you simply can’t.

You want to fill that void..but how? only another human can…but apparently its just not any human

You just chase, and chase, and fail to reach what you want.

Maybe its time for a new strategy man…

You need to chill and slow down

Stop Chasing love..Start chasing the thrill, and it’ll all fall into place..

I shouldn’t have to chase, what isn’t chasing back.

05/05/10, oh shit cinco de mayo roflmao.

Procrastinate all day long, listen to kid cudi like 8 trillion times, finally do the 3 page paper i had a week to do in an hour.

get A’s and comments from professors like: Wow this is beautiful, you’re a great writer, “best thesis I’ve seen since 2001” lol was that thesis about 9/11?

Well in the dawn of this surreal digital age that we all stealthily inhabit, I freakin hope so.

Man i wonder what I’d be like if I did drugs o_O.

People ask me, “bryan how do you do that? i hate you”, hey no need for hate, maybe that hate is contagious and is embedded throughout your university assignments and throughout the ideologies of your professors.

If there’s one thing I’ve learned so far, is to always have an open mind about my classes and to try my best when it comes down to it.

cause i mean i see ppl doing hwk all day and yet they are texting, listening to music and on fbook… DUDE THAT AINT DOIND HWK.

in that one hour i emit 3 pgs from my brain, its just me and my word document.

i mean these niggas just dont understand college…

just how parents don’t understand: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qI0dCVwdedE

man we’ve come a long way, anyways just do what you love, and always rethink what you can do to become a bick ass mofo

but never let this escape your mind: they gone judge you anyways, so whatever.

(i have no clue what audience this is directed towards